SUNSHINE

SUNSHINE

Oh my sunshine comes down to me

Raise your arms and take me deep within you

Like a crawlers mounting gently on tree

Oh my sunshine take me to the world where

Two of us can talk whole day,

Under the shadow of your hair Locks.

Let’s break all boundaries and let our mind loose on playground of warmth of love

Let the hearts play without interference of clever mind.

Take me away to the, world we dreamt of

Far away from this chaotic world

Away from all materialistic formalities and rituals,

And phony world,

Take me within you

oh my sunshine .

Wish

WISH

Wish can go back in time,

Wish can live those moments again,

Wish clock stops at times when you need most.

Why?

Why those moments come and go like a gust of wind and

Leave the smell of those memories like perfume on skin.

But those memories disappear in memory lane leaving your hand like notorious kid.

And leave you like a dying winter leaf under the shade of leafless branches.

With lots of agony and reoccurring pain.

SO…………………MUCH

SO ............MUCH 

So much to say, So much to imagine, So much to talk, So much to write but nothing seems to be right. Pleasure and pain seems same and right. Confusion prevails and blazing trail of uncertainty enriching mind Bleaching all positivism Thoughts seems to be having heavenly ash of Contemplating misunderstandings Mourning over a dead belief, and Uncertainty of materialism choked with Rising hope and submerged in despair. My wild imagination wants to Reach singularity To renovate it’s self. But instability and disorder in air resisting all. Now words are frozen, thoughts are many and expressions Hanging form cobwebs and covered with dust of imagination. Haywire thoughts are buried under the coffin of a hypocrite mind.

LOST EMOTION

LOST EMOTION

Vanilla emotion nurturing

Brand new dreams, brand new hopes

In wide blue sky of infinite thoughts

Where words are mere origin of mind and

 Where understanding of the world is

always derived from language.

Who understand you ? though many says

“I understand “to all of them one answer

How much ever you understood but you still understood nothing.

Drops of thoughts evaporating from mind

Smog of fear engulfed all emotions & all hopes.

It’s raining some where.

Snowing somewhere,

When weather changes and dark clouds of hopelessness

Surrounds and past thunders form past shatters head

Feels like lurking form them.

Wish weather changes soon, I wish to bate in spring sun

   Fly like a bug in mid of cobweb strings.

in a lost emotion. 

Why?

Why?

Why day melts into another?
Where it goes?
May be lost in loop of time,
Moved out of our head and
So from calendar
We look for it but, not able to find
Why everyday not same?
Why this big time game
Notion of life changes with time,
And make us stand on transitions
Sometimes in realms of confusion
Why day melts into another?
Pavement of love seems to moving
Like a cardiogram of stroked man
Every heart heat ticks away
We realize and salivate
No swanky celebration.
No more life calibration, but
Celebration in mind, with warmth
Of joy and love,
Without any belligerency or
Corrupt malignancy.
Only stunning salivation,
As day melts into another
Leads to final day
Life phases out forever
In loop of time
With a name on
Obituary which will reappear
Every year, will be only source
Presence
Non living mortality for a day
Why day melts into another.

"shadows of lost hope"

"Shadows of lost hope"

Wandering in my own world of illusion,
A place so dark and numb with,
Blood of broken dreams and greed of my surroundings,
Feels life moving away
And hope dying in suffocation of betrayal.
My charred thoughts still on
Fire.
And smoke rising out of my
Senses,
Essence of love seems to be a bitter illusion

and making my senses numb.

MY last GOODBYE

MY last GOODBYE

You never loved me, I never loved you
We being together just for a moment
Just for few days or few months
I do not know how we fell in love in moments
Thinking of building monuments
We laughed we smiled with joy thought life a fantasy toy
As time went by we realized
Neither I loved nor you
Now
Before I go I must say this to you,
Our love was hue & cry
It went dry
Now
I leave you with my last words
No more kisses and no more love
I take my vows back,
And you too forget what ever we thought of,
You don't think of me anymore nor do I think about you.
Let say each other a last good bye
Lets meet up one last time and
Get lost again somewhere in crowed again.
You not there for me anymore nor I am for you
Let's forget the dreams we dreamt of leave all hopes

And move on
With a hope one day you get a person whom you can love and I do the same.
Lets move on for a search and
Forget this lurch, no more designing our future on each other
And now I know neither you can stand by me nor I can.
May be my words hurt you?
But that is all I have for you
You close your ears let me speak out my last Lear,
You don't fear bring no tear.
Ploy of emotion is hard to resist and my love for you was Brisk
Now let's forget our past
Forget the words and vows we exchanged
Forget each other and bid adieu forever.

Unnecessary Explaination

Unnecessary Explanation

Way beyond words, way beyond a simple smile,

Some unspoken words and outstretched smile

Says so many things

But

Who understands it?

Confusion is dominant, people say

You not clear be clear what u say.

Not my fault they do not understand metaphors.

Words seems to be not explaining what I want to explain

Creating doubts all over again

Raising alarm of suspicion

around me,