Renegade

Renegade

So alone and aloof,
my Head with filled with old memories,
And dream of those days when
I use to laugh so much,
Now here words stuck to my lips
And lips forget to move it feels like cheeks hurting
When try to simile.
Weird thoughts creeping into my head
And sounds of past
Thundering head
I am alone to face all this
Trying to move away thinking of
New dawn but truculent thoughts
Scares me and recalls past swiftly in front of my eyes
I lost believe on word trust
Meaning friends changed into people
Though crowd sits next to me still I am alone in my heart
Now they not even seems to connect
All phony concern and poison simile
All just for you
And one fine day bye
And lost forever in crowd
Its called friendship today.